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Monday, December 05, 2005

attachment at hpb has started, i felt so freaking tired.
perhaps the only consolation i have for this whole month is the fact that i have peiqi as assistant. u know just how wierd it is when u are paired up with a nice soul but somehow u feel so pressurize cuz of the partnership. i'm one lucky freak that paired up with a girl who is a kind soul plus i'm not getting pressurize by her ^^
have been feeling giddy since 3plus, and i dunno which is the cause of it - my new specs or cuz i stand too long!? maybe it's a mixture of both, i guess. so peeps, maybe u wun see me in specs tmr..lol
actually the feeling i have right now is really rather sucky. the thought of my life for this month irks me, just hoping life will be easy for me, hoping i wun make any terrible mistakes

spent my day with darling after attachment on sat. i think every1 knows that every saturday is our bonding day with movie but i actually agreed to participate in sports fiesta on 17dec [sat] on account on poor kw. nvm, i believe i'll still get to see my precious dar after sports fiesta *any1 interested in joining sports fiesta pls contact me, thanks*
watched 'aeonflux' after a long nap at his place on sat. it's been so long since i slept in his arm again, or supposedly slept in his arms again.shalln elaborate on it, kinda lazy to type =P
oh btw, i exaggerate abit bout 'aeonflux' but it's still a fact that it's a nice show which combine both action and plot. 'aeon' is damn freaking hot too, her body & looks. i think if i'm a angmoh guy, i'll fall for this type of woman

before i go, i just wanna this this out. step into east coast mac on sat afternoon and find this cashier, or rather manager, eyeing my dar even when i'm beside him. knowingly or unknowingly, she had already stepped on my fox tail. am i so freaking ugly or does she think she can manage to captivate my dar's heart by giving him some 'seductive' looks?
nope, she doesn pose a threat to me cuz in terms superficial stuffs like looks, clothing or hairstyle, she lose to me [imagine some1 in mac uni, will ya]. in terms of personality, she loses to me again cuz my dear know me for a year. although my dar express strongly that he doesn find that girl at all attractive, it's still bothers me whenever some1 gives my dar a second look. and i love the frequent 'suaning' of my dar all thanks to this _____ girl

douwant to know.

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