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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

bored, waiting for my phone to ring.

bought mochi, bua kua, tran concession & top up some money in my ezlink. total 'damage' of the day - 115bucks & it hurts alot. it cost more than my usual shopping sprees, so peeps, if possible just dun invite me to any outing cuz it rude for me to say 'no'

oh ya, bua kua & mochi aint for me, neither my family. woke up in a terribly bad mood today, got so vex over the tot of buying bua kua for dear & so when he gave me a 'overdue' morning call, i picked up a quarrel with him. digged up all the dirt from the past, was determined to put him down & there he goes again.......
"dear, i'm having a very bad diarrhea"
sure there's no reason for me to not believe him cuz he never lies to me. but what really puzzle me is 'why is his diarrhea/illness always come at the appropriate time!?'

life is so unfair, isn it? he knows i wun quarrel with him if he's working, feeling unwell or perhaps talking to his mum/dad/bro. and everytime i tried to pick up a quarrel on the phone, he's always in one of the above situations. i believe in every r/s there will be an angel & a devil & unfortuantely i'm the devil in our r/s =((

recently, a frenx of mine asked 'what's the meaning of life?'. instead of comforting her, i excitedly msn blackie 'hey hey, u are right... every1 will eventually think of this qns.'
perhaps, it's just a parcel of every1's life to being thru this stage. i being thru it but still lost in btw, i decided not to search for the ans cuz of the fustration it gives me. walk thru life & u will discover it gradually =))

tootie VS tootsie*
you are fickle-minded, it makes me puzzled

douwant to know.

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