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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

went to nyp today for my overdue school fees, but i didn get to pay it. a dumbass spent too much time in front of the mirror dolling herself up as well as another hour in front of the tv, so sorry mum u've to pay another overdue 15bucks =P

went to dear's place, after i overslept & miss my stop. finally get my phone service today & have ajisen ramen for dinner. i dunno why, but yep i fell in love with ajisen ramen & i will be grateful if peeps like to have gathering there. mo's, get my hint?

went back to his place for my bag, spent some time cuddling. bump into my weekly crying session & missed my last bus. some might be wondering what's the crap bout 'weekly crying session', right? oh well, i think i'm suffering from depression cuz i cried ard 3-4times every week alone or with the company of darling, without any reason. mood swings are terribly too frequent & appetite getting worse when i'm home, maybe some1 nice will like to pay for my medical bill when getting me check? or perhaps cheer me up with a joke, a great one, everyday.

felt like getting married and just live on my hubby. was calculating how many frenx we will invite in future & he insist that he has more frenx, more ppl to invite. and he insist that i dun need to invite my frenx who i am not that close with while he must invite ALL his colleague. wow, feel likes smacking his head right then.
i believe he's my future hubby, maybe way too long to say anything but who cares as long as we are happy now =P

dear asked me what i'll do if i'm trapped in the lift with some1 i dislikes & i imagine that person to be adi. for those who knew happened, i believe u wun disagree when i said he's a bastard, a pimp. he's e second person i hate, and i mean HATE, but i believe the first one to remain in my hatelist forever unless of course he change.
anyway, this is my answer. 'first record down our conversation of what he did & then accuse him of molest or perhaps bang my head to the wall & accuse him of assault' sounds lame, but yep that's my reply but doubt i will be in the same lift with him in the first place
so disgusted by him, even after so long

way to stop me from throwing tantrum: deprive me of good food everytime i throw my temper

douwant to know.

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