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Thursday, February 09, 2006

went to ling kwang home today, saw dr victor lee for the first time. he doesn look soOo much alike to dr ronnie as u gals said, but well they did look alike. almost more than half of the session we're exploring the home instead of learning dentistry, notes were taken down for future references. and yes, dr victor lee is a good dentist.

dr victor lee was telling us why the public needs dental treatment & how they faced restrictions. the first thing is the lack of volunteers to provide it, much as mdm soh wanna get us to help [which i really dun mind] we cant due to legal issue. another thing is the lack of dental chair & instruments, which ironically shld be able to resolve since there's mobile bus available & hpb is changing chairs for the clinic.

well, the whole thing of the visit that shocked me is what mdm soh said which is better not to reveal here.
let's keep it in this four walls
that's what she said but i doubt that's her purpose. the motive of telling us, deliberately or not, is unknown but it certainly make me feels once again how disorganise our course is, how 'compromised' dentistry is. not that i'm blaming dr hema for the disorganise of the course, it's more of how regret i am for being the pioneer batch when nothing is fix, including the expired ACT that shld have.

when people think of health, dental is the last
this phrase is from t.weiwei & yes it's so damn true. i mean the govt is rich, at least that's what me as singaporean think, so why cant they give some money to dentistry, for better dental health of the public?

went to tootie's place yest after attachment for free dinner. recieved a call from his hp on my way there & i used that kiddy tone + kiddy attitude to answer him, not realising that it's his bro who called till we were about to hang up. at his place, we were fooling ard like monkey when his bro laughs. fine, i think his bro thinks we were kids alright

i think i'm cunning in several way, cunning towards tootie. i love to pretend to be sleeping when he's playing game & sleep talk, so that he'll divert his attention to me. often i use this method whenever i'm feeling cold so that i can save myself of the journey of getting blanket. but what i love most bout the whole fake-ness is the kiss he give on my cheek/forehead, though he didn know that i'm faking, after he make sure that i'm warm =)

5more days to vday yet i'm clueless what to give for that exchange gift. any1 still rem bout the exchange gift thingy we brought it out like 2weeks ago!?
well, as for my tootie, i'm almost certain that he wun get anything from me since i'm so broke. broke to the extend that i have to consider first before buying my happiness - food. okay, maybe a collarge and handmake cookies. original i felt but i know he love anything from me..lol ^^

douwant to know.

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