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Thursday, March 16, 2006

this gonna be a long entry, scram if u doesn have the time for it.

quick update of my recent life.

being spending 4 days at hpb learning how to master the new system. in case u dun understand, we gonna computerise our clinical notes, a software is designed for it & we have to master it before next week. though i aint paying much attention, being diverting it to comics/emails/msn/games/internet. great, beng can actually multiple -tasks..LOL
frankly, i prefer hand written treatment notes cuz it makes thing much much more simpler. but bahhh, it's a technology world.

met up with tootie on tue, i forget what we did, animae probably. it's nice to see him once every two days =))

wed, i finally have a date with yuanqi, just the two of us. shared a bowl of ajisen ramen & k-box after that, it's fun but time is short. was 'chased' out of k-box, 'forced' to pay up & spent quite a number of time playing 'hide & seek' with that adorable kid.
but still, i love the outing. let's keep it coming =))

whenever i think of my bro's effort towards piano, i feel touched. my family is rather poor & kids earned their keep after they graduated from secondary school, school fees otherwise. it's the same for the teo's sisters but for my bro it's different.

he started work earlier than i do, when he's secondary 2, working as mac boy & slowly upgrade to being a 'club' boy a year later. he isn earning much, just 400bucks the most each month & always sacrificing both saturdays & sundays for work, sometimes weekday too.

yet he paid for his own piano lesson every month & his daily expenses & school fees!! practically living on his own. beside that, he take care of the teo's sisters well-being. providing us with money whenever we are broke, he even offered to give me money every month that time, though it's only 100bucks per month and i dun have to return back. of course i rejected him, but this just to prove how money is never a subject to him when it comes to kinship & passion.
however, the ironical thing of the whole issue is, i'm the elder sister.

the whole lesson i learn from his passion towards piano is nothing is impossible to achieve if u try. i'm not refering to issue of life & death, though it's matters somehow sometimes, and definitely not to matters of heart.
always pushing ur inability to money is a big mistake. money can be earned but once u missed the chance to do sth that u wanted, that u feel is required, u might never has the chance to do it again.

people who always cried broke when they spent it all on useless stuffs. people who always cried broke when they can & have the time to work. people who uses their parents' hard-earned money as if it's nothing, worst spent it on their gf/bf for exclusive gifts.
the above people angered me.
pardon me if i'm sucha easily angered lady, but that's me & my principle/logic.

went for sushi dinner buffet with tootie at causeway, our first ever sushi buffet.

ate like 20plates plus a red plate & yam chawanmushi. this particular staff who has a dye fringe purposely charged both of us students when tootie is considered 'adult' hence we save like 4bucks!?

i was kinda paiseh to call him to order fried maki & such after he charged us as students cuz i feel bad to make him busy. but he's quite attentive to our table though & i suspect he feel something for tootie. okay, crap. just trying to promote this guy's service & flexibility.

realise i can survive if i have tootie, just tootie alone will make me motivated to do stuffs, minus projects. the thought of taipei with him makes me send rt my working schedule, thicked skinned me i know.
i keep to my schedule, unlike the girl who always break her promise, & work hard. all this is most probably the result of motivation from tootie, that is the miracle of what love, what tootie, makes me.

thanks tootie *muackies*

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