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Friday, March 31, 2006

wed.
dashed down to clark quay settlers' cafe right after my work at 9pm with joo. number of ex-4e1 present is pathetic, it's much more of a ex-dss gathering though. took some pics with the girls before they left, played board games with the guys and was kinda 'chased' out of the cafe. akbar was absent when he promised to come, the disppointment i felt then is terrible. cabbed home & stumbled to sleep, waking up the next time feeling utterly guilty that i didn touch anything on projects nor catch enough sleep to burn midnight oil on thur.

thur. 30th march
happy 14th months anniversary didn end up happy, much of a disaster though. nothing goes smoothly at hpb, that school students are too obedient that all turn up, causing a jam in the morning.
changed, rush to celebrate 14th months even though projects are still waiting. only to reach his place & him telling me that he's working night shift on friday. ate sushi & things started 'snapping' after it.
sandal 'snapped', bag 'snapped', i snapped.

another disappointment i felt within 24hours. i am panaroid with a difiiculty to go home alone, yet he choose to game and sleep instead of sending me home. way to assure me is so simple and 'affordable' yet he choose to shun me away despite my fears and injuried toe.
thanks for taking me for granted.

friday.
presented rm, many told me they don't understand what the heck our project topic bout. but i'm really glad that it has finally ended, sorry to group members cuz i personally think i didn do much.
promote interdental aids to dr hema, i think yq misses working days..LOL.
2 down, 2more to go =)
ate ajisen ramen again with mary & yq at lot one, i'm loving that place. chatted, nice chat girls! bumped into akbar at cck station, wanted to get mad at him but i cant.
just simply cant, but he's an asshole really.

douwant to know.

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