Happiness, that's how i'm feeling now
Love make my world go round
You makes my world go round
Saturday, October 21, 2006
I thought i was able to enjoy my 2weeks of holiday but NO, i was booked by working before i know it. I'm a greedy ass, i want all the money i can earn from sicc before the renovation. Every single day of work is calculated before i give my schedule, can u believe it!?? Lols. Anyway, i'm down with sore eyes, infection if i'm not wrong. I will be glad to blame the haze. A sudden chest pain worries me, i finally know how vulnerable to diseases everyone is. Life is really really very very precious.
I wondered why am i not special, like what's my characteristic. Like what's so unique bout me, i feel like a duplicate make by the god, i'm just another girl in the world. Ordinary,.average and similar. Yes, i do understand the fact that everyone is special in their own way. I never doubt that i'm special in hubby's heart, in mummy's & daddy's heart etc. However, i do wonder what different is it going to make to them if i never appears in their life before. However, i do understand the logic of "i can never lose what i don't have" and it's comforts me somehow. Like if yingbeng leave the world all of the sudden, there's bound to have tears and sadness. I mean there should be right, at least hubby will be crying =P It's during time like this that i have to admit that i'm emo, very.
My bro wanted to say "lucify", instead he said "oxyfive" HAHAHHA
douwant to know.
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[[About me]];
girl.
10Sept87
Love mr boyfriend & miss bestie to bits =)
ex-Nyp (going to be)
bakerzin and i'm very happy there =D
Simple girl with foul temper
chocolates & icecream, all-time fav
eating is bliss, dieting is crazy
Sleeping & drooling =X
