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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Revenge leads me to nowhere. Twice, i felt used by the two different workplace i'm working at. When they need helps and ask me for it, i helped them. Though reluctant, i still agreed and got into huge row with hubby. Both side didn't ill-treat me, i didn't have any problem with anyone at any of my workplace. I felt obliged to help, so i did.

It was only after i agreed did i know that i was used. The truth is, there's enough staffs for saturday. All the craps bout short of 2staffs is actually 'cause the captain and the senior waitress, both holding work permit, are helping out in a private event for extra earnings. There will be enough staffs if they work, i wasted a sweet saturday out with him for 50bucks and resentment.
Violation of work permit.

The other side is better, at least they didn't resort to hiding the truth from me. They simply shunned me off and ignore my sms to change my working time, or at least SHE did. She can simply sms back something like "sorry, i'm short of staffs that day, can't give you that time" and i wun't be complaining over here 'cause i'll understand. I helped them once on saturday [i never work on saturday nowadays 'cause that's the only day which belongs to hubby and me] and when i asked to change my work time from 12to12 to 12to6, my handphone didn't beep at all.

Right now, at this moment, i'm feeling light. With the festive season coming, no doubt they will be needing alot of staffs and i want celebrations with hubby which simply crashes together. I'm not short of money, i can do without the miserable pay as long as sicc renovation drags on. The obligations to help is gone in my blood, i will just simply reject her request for me to work on festive season, unless he is the one who asked.

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